Melissa Seraphy - An unreachable dream?

I've always collected PVC anime figures, but each one with it's time, without hurries or panic. Everything changed with Melissa Seraphy, the famous figure created by Good Smile Company. I don't know why, but this figure became very popular and recently impossible to obtain. When I saw it for the first time I thought I would be able to get it, but I was wrong, it was released on 2006 and had another release on 2008, but I was too late. I searched everywhere over the Internet, I tried to find some site that would sell it, I only had Amazon and Ebay as a choice, I don't use Ebay because it's too risky, as for Amazon.... It was a disappointment... I had finally ordered Melissa from Amazon and when they confirmed my order I thought I would finaly get the figure I wanted so much. I waited 1 day, 2 days... At the third day, Amazon sent me an e-mail telling me that their seller didn't had the figure anymore....... My attempt at getting this figure resumes to this, a journey with no results and maybe no more hope at all. I believe that I'll have it one day, but maybe in a very far away future. I only know that I've never wanted a figure so badly and I even dream with it, but if I can't get it I'll have to cool my head.

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